everything inside me looks like everything i hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I'll take

she's whispering

Jesus knows what you've been through
take the savior into your heart my child
there's love waiting for the both of you

i know You think that i'm someone you can trust

but i'm scared i'll get scared and i swear i'll try to nail You back up

"So everything that doesn't fit into some stupid idea of what you think God wants you just try to hide or fix or get rid of? It's just all too much to live up to. No one fits in one hundred percent of the time."