what am i doing here?

born to be wasted

i thought about what i wanted

it wasn't like that at all

fuck it get it made

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he wouldn't leave me alone 'less i went with him to dinner

feel

think of the bullshit we've both been through

sigur

falsehood

he blew me off in a heartfelt letter. i thought i can do better than that.

na na na

please just stay the same

"is it dawn or dusk?"

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Nobody knows you the way you know you

But I think I do

swallow what you want to say

disa- i know i know; i'm still your

last night i

just stay strong

paint

forev -it all seems so far

i walked ran jumped flew

tell me, how am i supposed to breathe?

alone

rerun

at first, when i see you cry, it makes me smile

18 months ago.

that we'll live the years together

he took my childhood in his stride

when their voices were soft and their words inviting

i dreamed that god would be forgiving

with their voices soft as thunder

the dream I dreamed

i had a dream my life would be so much different from this hell I'm living

blame stephen shore, not i

and there are storms we cannot weather

he slept a summer by my side

when i was young and unafraid

as they turn your dream to shame: double exposure

we live half in the night time

he filled my days with endless wonder

no wine untasted

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sailing

see, you're laughing and i'm smiling