in their place

is all that I am

however long you stay

i won't know anyone

get the gold chariot

lonely as loud

ever known

so here i am

back down cash out

must be a lie

when you said you were falling apart

nothing pulls at me

at all

we all got wooden nails

use me

come on and use me

wonderfully vain

in the club drinking hennessey

i thought myself lucky

i know You think that i'm someone you can trust

but i'm scared i'll get scared and i swear i'll try to nail You back up

float through the ceiling

world we know disappear

divide and fall apart

tough and learn, and so perfectly taught

it's too late

coming in hot

i don't mind, i don't care

alleyways

home is wherever i'm with you

all the rivers, mountains, believers

mêden holôs su lupou

hoson zês phainou

"So everything that doesn't fit into some stupid idea of what you think God wants you just try to hide or fix or get rid of? It's just all too much to live up to. No one fits in one hundred percent of the time."

i'm not ready

thanatos : Jun 7, 2011

Thanatos is the desire for death.

Is there such a desire?

Yea. The urge to go back to the state of absolute invariance.

Unchanging state…

Eternal silence.

To want death without any reason?

It is hard for us to understand, since we are mostly driven by Eros. That’s why we say things like, “Suicide is not good,” or, “Those left behind will be sad.” That’s all we can come up with. Maybe we have a different kind of sensitivity. They, on the other hand, cannot understand why people have a desire to live.

raise your glass

anything but loud

when it was you and me

jaded

powerlineswentout

sheets of lightning

couldn't finish what you started

still remains